Well it's been a while since I've written. I've thought about things I've wanted to write about but then I felt guilty about writing in my journal when I was supposed to be studying. So I studied instead. Studied, studied, studied and studied. And now I am trying to relax after my exams (and I've never studied so hard for an exam in my life)but it's been kind of difficult. Which is amazing for me because normally I'm very good at relaxing. It might have something to do with the fact that I've gone straight into working now until Saturday but I think it's more to do with the fact that I've put tremendous pressure on myself to do well and it's all catching up with me now - after the fact.
You see, I'm not very good at writing exams - even when I've studied - something about exams freak me out and then I freak about how I freak out and it's a bad cycle. So it's something I'm trying to work on. But Foreman was so great about telling me how he was really proud of how hard I've worked and generally made me feel super which was a very good thing.
Anyway, I'm starting to get excited about Christmas, just two more shifts at work! I still have to do my Christmas shopping but that will be fun and fast seeing as how I can only afford to buy gifts for family. But the thing I'm most looking forward to comes even sooner than Christmas... FOREMAN COMES HOME ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!!