So today I found out that I am on the waiting list for medical school at McMaster.
This is better than yesterday when I thought I hadn't gotten in and Foreman was trying to console me but everything just made me cry more but it's only marginally better. It's only marginally better because now we still have no idea what is going on come September. We can't plan for an apartment, moving, vacation...I'm starting to think that I'm supposed to be doing some spiritual learning from all this waiting that I have to do. I'm not good at waiting (which everyone knows) and so maybe I just have to get better at it. But meanwhile I just want to rip my own face off I"m so annoyed about the waiting. Although I am pretty proud that I'm in the top 5% of applicants - that's pretty cool for my first time applying. And I also know that med is really where I want to be which is also good.
In other news Foreman reminded me that we are getting married in a month and 10 days which is CRAZY! I can't believe that. There's still so much to do (that GOD for my friends - I know they are working so hard and I will never be able to repay them to the extent in which they deserve). I also miss my friends terribly and Foreman told me yesterday that my Drinking Buddy was in town last weekend which made me cry more because I miss him and I read Methos diary and miss him and boo...so yeah. That's where I'm at right now. On hold and missing my friends.